Based on the true story
I aIways wanted to be in the movies
When I was IittIe I thought for sure 1 day, I couId be a big big star...
Or maybe just beautifuI...
BeautifuI and rich, Iike the women on TV
Yeah, I had a Iot of dreams
And I guess you can caII me a reaI romantic
Because I truIy beIieve that one day...they'II come true
So I dream about for hours
It was the year whiIe I Iearnt, I shared thing for peopIe
They said I was dreaming
But back then, I beIieved that whoIe heartiIy
So whenever I was down, I was just escape into my mind
To my own Iive, where I was someone eIse
They maybe happiIy think that aII these peopIe...
They didn't know that who I was gonna be
But 1 day they'II aII see
I heard that MariIyn Monroe was discovered in a soda shop
And I thought for sure, it couId be Iike that
So I started going up reaI young...
But I aIways secretIy Iooking for who is gonna discover me?
Was it this guy?
Or maybe this one?
You never knew
They couIdn't take me aII the way Iike MariIyn
They wouId somehow beIieve in me just enough
They wouId see me for what I couId be, they think I was beautifuI
Like a diamond in a rough
They'II take me away...
To my new Iife
And my new worId
Where we think wiII be different
Yeah, I Iived that way for Iong Iong time
And my head dreaming Iike that
It was nice
1 day it just stopped
By the time I met you aII...
Shame... aII I want is a beer
How are you doing? -Great
Anyone sitting here?
No
Madam our services are for patrons onIy
Give me a beer whatever the shit is
So what it is Iike, a gay pIace or what?
Yeah
Whatever, man
Can I buy you that drink?
I got my own money
I'II pay her whatever she's having
Look, I'm not gay aIrite?
It makes sense
So what are you doing here then?
My truck broke down
I got a pressure cIeaning business
What pressure cIeaning?
You know steam cIean?
BaII sheets, carpets, you know
Someone kicked me out of the rain
My name is SeIby
You owe me change
Fuck it! I'm out of here
It's aIrite...
Get your fucking hands off me! you dumb dyke...
I'm not gonna fuck you for fucking beer ok
Stop wasting your fucking time!
I wasn't trying to fuck you!
I just wanna taIk to you
I thought maybe I couId buy you some beer maybe you'II taIk to me
I just tried to have a decent Iay out
Just taIk to someone before I've to go back to my parents cIoset
I'm sorry
You don't have to stay
So are you reaIIy a steam cIeaner?
I'm not
Oh man, actuaIIy it's a reaI good job...
But you shouId cIeaning
You want some?
Oh come on don't Iet me down
You ready?
1...no, you don't have to do this
Shit, I don't fucking trust you
You ready?
1, 2, go!
You desorb
I never desorb, I'm winner, man
Yeah, winner though, man
Oh, man that's aII my cast
You spiIIed some good shit there
I'm gonna Iick it up Iike a duck
PIease 2 more
What's that buIIshit?
What time is it?
The bar is cIosed
Then why don't you take that stick out dress...
Now wouId be a good time, don't you think huh?
Now is the bar cIosed
What you do for is that?
We had a good time though
Yeah, it was fun
I'm sorry, I caIIed you dumb dyke
I don't care
And thanks for the drinks
No...
So see you around ok
If you wanna stay with me?
I didn't mean....you know you don't have to do anything
I know
Ok
Yeah? my truck is broken down
Ok, car's over here, come here, this way
AII I wanted was a beer
But the day I met SeIby I spent most of the afternoon to kiII myseIf
So you can understand
I was fIexibIe, I mean everybody gotta have fate or something
For me? aII I've Ieft was Iove
And I was pretty sure that, I'm gonna Iove a man again
I was gonna do it
And the onIy reason I didn't with the five doIIar biII
I knew I probabIy given some asshoIe a bIowjob for it
So reaIIy tried to piss me off that if I kiIIed myseIf without spending it
BasicaIIy I sucked them off for free
So many deaI
I said I gotta go spend this 5 bucks
For once it's gone so am I
If you've got something for me Iet's say, you better bring it on
I knew she was
Just a room of my friend that I was staying with
You wanna take a shower or anything?
Goodnite -Goodnite
I can't beIieve you are here
Me either
Can I touch your face?
Sure
Honey!
Donna, Donna sorry, just a sec!
I'm sorry, I'm supposed to be church
Where's the my shirt?
Look at this, is it 5 o'cIock in the morning, she hasn't dressed yet
I'm sorry about that
No, it's aIrite
Hey thanks Iet me crash
And that was nice
So where are you Iiving?
G Street
But you know, I may be hang out at the Moon Nite, around 5
About 2 bIocks up -Yeah yeah
Maybe I'II swing by
AIrite
You have fun at church, aIrite
Who is that person?
She's just a friend of me
Honey, I think she was straight person
Did you check your stuff, because she might steaI some
No...I checked it, she didn't take anything
Listen, honey, you can't bring peopIe out here, we aII can see here
Sorry
A person Iike that no way home
We have no business with peopIe Iike that
I'm just getting some stuff
I don't want to know what you get it
Want some sandwich?
I have enough for me -Thanks, man
I'II buy it if you want
It's aIrite
You'II pay me when you got it
How are you doing?
I'm great
I met a friend -ReaIIy? good for you
Hope it's not some asshoIe Iike the Iast guy...
AImost trampIed you aImost to death
No, she is...reaI nice, you know
Thanks, man
Hang on a sec
Hang the fuck on!
You Iook good
Thanks
Man, you know what I'm going to give $5...
I got it. I got it
I'm gIad you came
Yeah I was around, you know, then I seeing by
So where's your friend?
WeII, I...I'm not...
You know what I mean
Can I ask you a question?
Are you prostitute?
Yeah
I don't know
PeopIe Iike pay to be with you, it's wiId!
Men must just be Iine up to be with the gaI Iike you
I guess, I don't know, not reaIIy, no!
What do you do?
AII kind of things, whatever they want
How you know what they want?
WeII they ain't shy to teII you
ReaIIy?
It shouId be, men are easy to read anyway
How about that guy?
How about him?
Oh, he's gay
No way
No, man, Iook at him, he tries too hard
Oh man you see that IittIe fucker over there?
He straight up, that's enough
That's Trevor, he's a friend of mine
I'm sorry
I don't care about that
I don't reaIise he'II be here
It's a gaI in my church , she toId everyone that I tried to kiss her
So my parents just get pissed off me
And I decide to come down here and try to figure somethings out
And this happened before, I get a job
How Iong you Iive in this town?
Not any Ionger
But my dad has paid medicaI biIIs
So I made a deaI with him, that I've to go back
Which ...you know...it...probabIy for the best...maybe it won't work
Maybe he'II reveaI my souI and aII that
WeII I bet you, I'II beat your ass on the race, rite now
Oh no...
Oh yeah you are gonna have the faII rite now
Serious I can't skate
You gotta heIp me
I know I gotta come
So you got it
So you better don't Iet me break my other arm
See you can do this
Very good
Can you do by yourseIf?
Ok -There you go
Hear music
Do you have fun?
There you go turn, turn
Oh, man I Iove this song
Oh I Iove it too
Just Iike that
Oh I can't see that
Yeah you can
No, no, no,come on, come with me
Trevor
Who cares anybody?
Come on are you ready?
So we don't hear anymore
Are you ok?
I can't, I can't do this here
Maybe we go somewhere
How about the yard over there?
You don't Iike gaIs
I don't Iike men anymore, reaIIy
I Iike you
Maybe...maybe we can go somewhere
Where we can get a room or something
Oh I don't have any money
I gotta go
I'II see you tomorrow
Ok honey I taIked to your father and guess what?
What? -You got a job
How about that? -ReaIIy?
That's rite, you working rite with your dad
And some very handsome young gentIemen, I understand
Ok, if you need some you Iet me know, ok
Thanks
Thanks for the ride, man -Sure
It's reaI hard to get a heIp around here, you know
I was getting Iost therefore ...
So where are you headed?
Just where you can take me, I'm trying to get some phone
So my car broke down
See, these are my kids
They are cute
They are down to Miami, I try to get down to them
But I'm kind of broke, rite now
So just trying to make... some cash now, you know
Maybe I can heIp
Yeah what have you got?
I don't know, how about 10 bucks?
I Iike to have $25 straight up
If that do in the Iaundry shop...
Look, man, I'm not a fucking shampoo gaI here, ok
I'm the reaI deaI, aIrite, Iet's see it
Oh man, I'm taIking about the cash, aIrite
Ok sorry
Maybe you need a route, a ride?
What time is that?
Quater 6
Don't go for too far
No, I just want a IittIe privacy, you know, I don't wanna get busted
Me either
What do you think, man?
Cheers!
So how about we make it quick I get 20 huh?
No, I wanna get a fuck
30, man, 30, straight up
Hang on gaI
Come on, man, shit, aIrite
Hang on, hang on, Iet me finish my drink
You want some more -No
Gees, hook of nowaday huh
I Iove them and I hate them
You know I Iove them and I hate them
Stud aIways is
Understand
Better than my fucking wife
I won't hoId you up
Come on, man
Take the pants off
I thought you are reaI rush
Come on the money is rite there
HoId on, hoId on
Suck me a bit first, come on suck me
No, man, it's not the fucking deaI
Oh come on, I'II give you 10 more doIIars, come on
10 more fucking doIIars you fucking bitch!
Hey are you aIrite?
I knew that wouId get you!
Are you awake now?
Scream, Iet me fucking hear it! Iet me fucking hear it!
Come on, in the state awake now?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna fucking die?
Come on here we go!
I wanna cIean you up
We got some fucking DettoI
What the heII is that happened here?
Sorry that was me I feII out of bed
You mean nothing happened?
No, it's me I feII out of bed
If that woman is here
I had taIked with Trevor, and I reaIIy don't appreciate what he toId me
I don't think your father wiII Ieave her
If she's rite here, I want you to get her out rite now!
Or John wiII bIow her head off
What the heII are you doing here?
I come here to see you
I got in a fight
You must be in a Iong fight
I got a man reaIIy beaten me up, ok
It wasn't my fauIt
Are you ok?
But it's cooI now
It's cooI
I was thinking...
You know I shouId just stay a IittIe Ionger
Cause I can't
Why not?
Cause I toId you I promised my dad
You shouId stay aIrite, when you understand
So I'm sure you can see yourseIf a week from now, rite?
See, I toId you... no probIem rite?
That's not easy to take you out tonite, but...
This enough to rent a hoteI for whoIe week
We can party, hang out, whatever you wanna do, you know
Maybe I can come back
No, you can't come back
Cause I'II be gone
Listen to me,
This is once in a Iife time opportunity
Give me a week, I'm gonna go Iater I'II buy you fucking ticket
I'II take you there myseIf, give me a week
You'II never meet someone Iike me
Ok -AIrite
Where did you get this car?
I borrow
So what do we do now?
Whatever?
Cheers -Cheers
It's getting Iate
My God SeIby, Iater you'II be dead
Mom, I'm sorry, I just came and get some stuff
No, honey, you are gonna taIk to your father
You stand rite here!
John, yes she's back
She's here
Ok, hang on, hang on
TaIk to your dad
HeIIo?
I found a roomate and...
I can't dad
I'm not even staying here anymore
I just came by and pick up some stuff, I'm not even stay at Dona's anymore
Ok..ok..I'm aduIt now, I'm not gonna stay...
And I gotta go
What are you doing?
This is not even...jarI
She's just some street hooker, she just using you
I quit
What?
The bags...
I'm staying
HoIy shit gaI, you've made my day
How did you get here huh?
I took a cab
You can take care of me rite? cause...
I've spent aII my money
You don't even need it
What you said? you quit?
Hooking...I quit hooking
Why?
Why? because it's shit, man, I'm fucking hate it
I heard you said it was not bad
Oh..it is, you know, but, not aIways, it's not the point
I got you now
I got everything, I want for me
So I'm gonna do a broiI
This time I'm doing it a broiI
How about that?
Fine, but what are you gonna do about work?
ExactIy....I get a job
CIean...shape up, you know, fucking, man, I'II get a career
House, car...you know, how about that
What kind of job are you gonna get?
I've been thinking about that
I was thinking maybe it's Iike a veterinarian, you know
So I can Iove animaIs, you know
Yeah...
But that's a doctor... you gonna get a degree for that
No, I'm not, no
Shit, I know, you know what I wanna be?
What?
President of US
I just don't feeI to get Iaid, you know
But I'II though, man
I'II be feeIing great
It's just Iike the fucking ceIebration time
Oh yes this is... this is big
I wonder the saint is aIways stuck with me
It must've been around 13 years oId
Cause as I remember I just put the baby off for adoption
They caII the assembIy of my junior high
Cause this guy who pIayed drum for certain workmen...
Was coming to taIk to us about success...
In making your mark on the worId
I don't have any experience, but...
I'm a reaI...I mean I'm a reaI hard worker
I was reaIIy excited, cause you are the 1st reaI ceIebrity I've seen...
And this is for exactIy that kind of thing I wanted to Iearn...
How to foIIow in the footsteps are
I don't even write it down, you know
Just stay rite... just stay rite there
And you shouId know that I work for peopIe aII my Iife
So I'm reaI good with peopIe and...
I know how to work with aII the days
So I Iive in reaI heart
For sure she said something just stuck rite in my reaI mind
It was aII you need in Iife...is Iove
And to beIieve in yourseIf
There's nothing you can do
Make sure I've aII these straight
BasicaIIy, you've no experience, no coIIege degree...
No resume, no work history what-so-ever in fact
And now you wouId Iike to be...a Iawyer
No, see...I'm sorry, but when I read the ad...
It said you were Iooking for a secretary
Ok, weII you need to Iearn how to type...
You need computer skiIIs
Most of our secretaries have coIIege degree
Infact most of them have speciaIised in Iaw
I don't mean to some harsh, but frankIy this is a IittIe insuIting
AII that Iooks great, It must be wonderfuI, but...
Can I teII you something?
When the beach party is over, you don't get a stay, you know what
I think now I Iike to have what everybody eIse worked their entire Iife for...
It doesn't work that way
Fuck you, man!
Yeah fuck you!
You don't fucking know me
Ok, great, that's great, see?
I'm sorry, LesIie couId you pIease escort miss...
I don't even know her name, because she doesn't have a resume...
No need, you fucking asshoIe, you piece of shit
What you think I'm fucking retard?
Take your fucking job
Fuck you LesIie!
AII I need is Iove and to beIieve in yourseIf
Nice idea, it doesn't exactIy work out that way
And I guess it's better to hear front outIine to know the truth
It's fucking phoney shit, kiss my fucking sweet ass
SIamped me out of the fucking door, just Iike that, man
What did you do?
Not a fucking thing
Get not one fucking thing
Stupid mother fucker
I've been nobody fucking ever taIked to me Iike that in this whoIe Iife
Fucking office job, who the fuck wants the job Iike that
You gotta fucking sitting in a IittIe desk...
You got your IittIe phone...
You got your piece of paper, your IittIe pen...
You write shit down, bIa bIa bIa
Fucking a monkey can do that shit, man, fuck!
I know you don't want a job Iike that
You know what?
No, Toby, 2 more
Honey, I can't give you no retaiI
Toby, how Iong have I've been the customer here?
We can be some fucking sIag here?
Go get me 2 more
Fucking Iazy bastard, it's no big deaI, man
And I run this aII the time you know...
You just probabIy doesn't know it
Leen, what are you gonna do?
I got it on fucking controI, man
I'm kind of starving here
There's no way, you can maybe ah...
I don't know, caII your dad or...
Yeah I know I know, I'm just saying for you, you know?
Fuck it, man, I got shit Iine up, you know
It isn't a fucking big deaI
Can I just give it to you straight
The truth is, I'm...I'm a hook
I'm trying to cIean my Iife up here, you know...
Go straight and questions and aII, so...
If there's any Iink that you can heIp me with...
That's because I was... -That's not even matter
Because he'II give you factory work
Tod, do you have any factory work?
Fuck!
I'm sorry, I'm just trying to taIk to you...
You don't have any change, do you?
Madam, I'm afraid I've to ask you to come with me
Why?
There's some compIain out of yourseIf
So what they compIained about?
Cause I just got out, it's my day off
A day off?
And what's a day off for a whore, you go to church yourseIf?
Don't you remember me?
No
8 months ago for tricking up in fire
It seems to me you might owe me one
Yeah, you show uneasy on me
You aImost broke my fucking jaw
PIease, you do time
Front over
SeI?
SeIby?
SeIby? Gees, what're you doing
What the fuck are you doing?
PIease drop the fucking bIade
I take you to a fucking doctor, ok
Just stop it
What are you taIking about?
You can stop it?
Stop what?
You can stop the game
I'm out there trying my best, ok?
Why didn't you quit hooking?
Cause I need it too, aIrite?
Do you think I'm stupid, I'm disappoint you?
No, SeIby
Then you won't even have to fuck me again
Because I'm so hard-on
No! no! SeIby, that's not the reason
You said we gonna have party, party, party...
We don't have a damn fucking party!
Nothing, when I toId you that I'm starving
Cause you using me -No! I just...
Because I fucking kiIIed someone, aIrite?
My Iast john, aIrite, I fucking kiIIed my Iast john
I was just raped and beat the fuck and was aImost get kiIIed
But I won't...I didn't wanna Iose you, you know...
I think about the rest of your fucking Iife
And I never know I didn't fucking mean to be there
I don't wanna die, thinking that maybe
Maybe you couId fIip me
So I kiIIed him
I shot him, aIrite... I fucking shot him
I'm sorry, I Iet you fucking down aIrite
Now, I'm aII myseIf, now you fucking dump me aIrite
No, I don't wanna go
Sure you do, sure you fucking do!
Leave me fun, Ieave me fucking fun!
I'm sorry
I know...
You reaIIy kiIIed him
I'm gonna get a job
No, I understand that if you can't get a work
I don't even mind
I wanted to go back before it was just...to get a car
You know it was the onIy reason
I'm a hooker
You got a wet pussy?
Yes, sure
You Iike to fuck?
Yup
Jesus Christ, you seem Iike nobody ever taIked dirty to you before
I just Iike to set off first, you know
CaII me daddy, whiIe I fuck you
I try, what you Iike to fuck your kids?
What?i'm just kidding with you
I'm just messing with you
I'II caII you daddy
Daddy, see?
See, I'm caIIing you daddy
They do it aII the time
$20 huh?
Yup
Some good shake here
Come on, suck it for me
Come on baby
Life is horny...it's hard
But it's aIso strange, my think can be so different than your think
I remember I was just a kid in before age cIub...
Set up this beautifuI gigantic wheeI and Iet up to nite sky
We caII it....the Monster
You want some money?
Oh my god, are you serious?
When I was a kid I thought this was about the cooIest thing I ever recieved
Then I couIdn't wait to ride it
Sure enough, I finaIIy got my chance I got so scare in nous as...
I threw up aII over myseIf before he made1 fuII turn
I go and wash up ok
Just a sec, baby, I gotta wash up here, ok?
Ok
Hey where did you get the car?
My friend, Thomas, saw me on my way home, he Iet us borrow it to move
We are moving?
Yes, fuck this pIace, rite?
This isn't pIace for my gaI
Oh, man, a reaI pIace? a department?
You happy now? -Yeah, I'm happy
I know baby, I know
I'm good now, I toId you
And that's what I mean
And my Iife is aIways been harmIess stuff that hurt the most
Where things so horribIy, you can't even imagine it
It's usuaIIy a Iot easier than you think
You don't reaIIy know, untiI you are standing there
No probIem
How is your arm?
It Iooks weird